*thinks about my future best self who’s achieved happiness and is at peace with her life and all the bad things (which don’t even seem that bad anymore)* Do It For Her
i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to forgive and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore